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Two in a day huh? Must be inspired. I am not sad, for the first time in maybe months I am happy just because I am. For so long I had bee faking my smile, passing day by day, just surviving, looking forward to dumb things in order to keep going. Attaching myself to people or situations in order to motivate me. I had lost something so precious to me that I couldn't see another way. I found myself wanting to undo what had been done but knowing that it was for the better. Keeping the memories close, hurting, why? Because I thought I could handle it. I couldn't, but now I can. Was it the time? Was it the situations? Was it me? I do not know. But now I'm happy again, I'm starting to be me again. It still hurts sometimes, but it is not an existential pain, a pain that goes deep into your soul and mind that makes you question the decisions that you've made. It's more of a longing pain, a bittersweet memory. A nostalgic thought filled with emotions of happiness that p

Well, I haven't written in a while... Something about writing always gave me a piece of mind, why did I stop then?  Maybe I thought it was unnecessary, or maybe I thought it was stupid. It's good to be honest once in a while, just express everything I have boiling in me.  New Year's Resolutions? I haven't got any yet... I kept thinking about it until I stopped thinking, never reaching a conclusion. So, let's do that now, out of the blue. Just, what do you want? It can't be a checklist, though that is a good idea to develop further. A Bucket List. New Years Resolution : Whatever I write right now, I Raúl Garza de Zamacona, will devote my whole self to accomplishing it. I promise myself. And I am a man of my word. First of all, you got to worry a bit more about your education, learn, enjoy. I will read when required, investigate my selected topics of interest and consequently improve my grades.  Second, worry about yourself, improve your body and yo