New Year

"New Year, New Me".
This year has been a lifechanging one. I have lived somethings that I never thought I'd have to go through and done others that I rhought I'd never do.
I am happy that this year has ended and that a new one has begun. I do not want to forget this past year, but I don't think I'll remember it fondly... It has been a rough one. Specially the second half. I am anxious to see what new things will come and what challenges await me.
What should my new year resolutions be like?
I haven't really thought about them and I should.

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